Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Sighs After sighs after sigh. I just dont know what else to say. I feel so so bad. It might have been the worst few days of my life. Havent been even sleeping for 3 hrs for d past 2 days. I just cant sleeping.Knowing that she's not mine anymore.I just felt awful.The feeling is just awful.Getting to know dat its not our will to break up but some other prob within it. Forcing me to make this choice.Sighs. The only one wish i have now is wishing that i take all d pain away from her and suffering it myself.I just cant bear to see her sad.I reli hate myself.I reli reli do.I just sighs.How i wish dat this relationship would never ever end.its just god's will to play on us.I'm sure that she's d only girl that I want and Loves so so much. I just dont know what else i can do but just trying to forget abt it but I really need miracles to happen.
Oh miracle! Pls come to us.Ish~ All of this are just so chibai. I reli hate this freaking feeling.Getting to know dat i still have my frens being wif me all this while supporting us even I know it was a mistake in the begging.This mistake was a huge mistake but I myself feel that it was never a REGRET.Never ever felt it was a regret.
I'm going to the beach later with my frens.Hope everything would turn out fun.I really need to enjoy myself.I'll try my best to.Sighs. Hope to see you all later and having fun like we used to.Yun,Hope u'll be there wif us like u said.Havent seen u for ages.
Guess dats all for now. I'm just so mooody right now.bro,Thanks for owes be there for me.Always! Hugs.
Yun, Happy Bday, Even its late, If comes from my heart. =)
No matter What, I'll owes Love you Nisa.Everynight, Prayes for you. Lastly, I hearts you always. iloveyou.
Sighs.. Sighs.. Sighs..
scribbled by Alooooon Hong at 10:32 AM